What do I really want?

I want to be productive, never idle. I want to be able to do whatever amount of work is in front of me. I want to do my work ahead of time, not waiting for the deadline to approach. I want to be a person of only good thoughts and ignore the bad or negative thoughts.

I want to be live life with a passion, work with a passion, and be family oriented with a passion. I want to be certain about growth but not so much that I become bored because I know what the future holds. I want to be able to do anything that is good at anytime. I want to read alot, more than I read yesterday.

I am writing to ease some pain and hope that I feel better after doing this. I was watching tv and just wondering to myself "how some people get into work so well" how do these people find the passion for what they do. How do they sleep each night itching to wake up and make something happen or simply just do their work and some more. I want to also thank God that my solution is on its way and I shall shine like this soon enough. I want to be the leader that sets an example for those influenced by me and learn how to percieve life so that it may bring out the best in me and put me in charge of whatever it is I want to do. I believe I can program my mind thru God to live a life of ecstacy. I have tested this idea and it worked for me a few times so therefor i belive in its success.

I want to be passionate about life, about my family and friends, especially my work, and for other people. This is what I want to be, this is what I am going to be along with being a successful business person.