What do I really want?

I want to be productive, never idle. I want to be able to do whatever amount of work is in front of me. I want to do my work ahead of time, not waiting for the deadline to approach. I want to be a person of only good thoughts and ignore the bad or negative thoughts.

I want to be live life with a passion, work with a passion, and be family oriented with a passion. I want to be certain about growth but not so much that I become bored because I know what the future holds. I want to be able to do anything that is good at anytime. I want to read alot, more than I read yesterday.